AGHHHHHH!!!!

I swear I'm not supposed to be happy. I just found out Bill was in a car accident last night and may have to stay longer in California. When I got the text he had the accident my stomach dropped and I had to call him to hear his voice. It's so hard to care so much about someone and get news like this from across the country. He's really upset and shaken up and I can't do anything for him from here but listen. I told him that as long as he's safe I don't care how long it takes him to get home, but I lied. He sent me a picture of his face and he's pretty banged up and it really bothered me. Not being able to take care of him is killing me! I really think I could get sick....

On top of all that I got my second speeding ticket today. I'm on probation for six months from the ticket I got on 2/15/08 so I hope everything will be alright. I took the traffic class in April to get the first one off my record. I called my step mom to find out if probation started from the date of the ticket or the date I completed the class. She has to make some calls to find out. The cop claimed I was doing 75 on the interstate. I really don't think I was but who knows. I don't know when he clocked me so I don't want to fight it.

The other thing that has me stressed out is grandpa had his brain surgery today. Mom just sent me a text that he's ok but has to stay overnight. He was supposed to be able to come home today so I have to call and get the details. I know he has very high blood pressure so I hope that's all it is and nothing major.

I wish I had time to just close my office door and cry for awhile. Not today....all staff in-service day and my late night in the dinning room. GREAT!!!!!!! I see several drinks in my near future........