Christmas

Yesterday was a very long, but great day. I spent the day at Daren and Rachel's drinking wine and mudslides playing with the kids. John and Lilie are so much fun right now. They laugh and giggle when you play with them and it melts my heart. John started rolling over so you have to watch him. Lilie's belly is quite a bit bigger than her brother's so it might take her a little longer. Sam was very needy yesterday and got mad at me if I played with the twins. He has figured out the opening presents part of Christmas and wants to open all the presents. He gets so animated you can't help but laugh at him. I got him a Hot Wheels city and after he opened it he didn't care about anything else. Mom got him Superman pj's (with a cape!) and he sat in the toilet with them on. Superman had a wet booty!! My dad even came over twice yesterday. It's the first time in three years he's decided to see any of us for Christmas. It really was a nice day.

Bill called me Tuesday and left a message that he wanted to know how I've been lately and to warn me that the roads were bad and to be careful. I caved and called him back but he was playing cards with his family so we only talked for a minute. Yesterday morning he texted me (before 8am - the first person of the day) to tell me Merry Christmas. I got all sappy and cried over it. I wish I was strong enough to tell him to just leave me alone but I'm not. Something about that man makes me weak and I don't like it!!! I need a distraction so the next time he calls I can say "Bill who?" :)